certain people would think I was a woman who never knew what love is. but actually I know what love is, b'cause I've fallen in love , though my love is only in my heart. he did not know how I feel, will not even know, because I was not able to express it. sometimes I cry, cry for him, because I could not shake the feeling. especially now he has had a girlfriend, and his girlfriend is my friend. I do not know what to do ... I saw each other there is a sense that came to my heart. until now no one can replace him. I was afraid of sin, because I've admired my friend's boyfriend. maybe, there's nothing I can do, just wait, and keep feelings to myself.